The neighbor and his friend bailed on my W today on the move. I ended up helping her brother. I emotionally disconnected as much as I could when I was down at her apartment. Man that was TOUGH. She was an emotional mess today, so that didn't help. I wanted to hold her so bad, but I know I can't right now.
I am feeling about as well I could expect, and I'm going through cycles right now. I don't know whether it's detaching, just suppressing what's going on right, or blind faith that everything's going to be OK in the end - and this is just a necessary step to get there.
