Another New Day 3

[islander]

Today was such a rough day, and I definitely wasn't strong. I cried so many times, and I did not even try to hide it from my D. She is the strong one. She asked me what was wrong, told me she loved me, and tried to put on a puppet show for me. I didn't tell her what was wrong, but she said I miss my W and SD.

I managed to run 6 miles, get some painting done and cooked D a good dinner. She is soooo smart, just kept telling me how much she loved me all day.

Anyway, I feel like complete sh!t tonight. I never contacted W again, and neither did she.

I think she sent me that text bc I ignored all of her texts last night. Then at almost 1 am, she started playing a game in her iPhone with me, one that she abruptly stopped playing with me about a week ago.

I want to call her, text her, talk to her, but I know that wouldn't do any good. I am definitely walking through he!l right now.