I do have 2 personalities...My Winter personality and Spring through Fall. May 1st I changed over.
I did get excited; I'm still excited. Funny thing is, I did feel like a teenager yesterday. What a great feeling! I feel alive and all this work is paying off.
Am I going to marry her and ride off into the sunset? Umm, No. I'll decide that on the second date. LOL j/k
I would never throw my self under the bus for another relationship. I want to meet someone but only if my life and their life can be shared with mutual boundaries and enjoyment. My self worth does not come from her and hers shall not come from me.