I am home from the camping trip. Took my time getting home. Stopped and picked up a Mother's Day gift from my S.
W stops by the house. She is an emotional wreck today. She said seh just wants to go lie down. She said, "This doesn't seem real does it?". I said "Yes, it doesn't. That doesn't mean I have to like it. You also don't have to like it."
A neighbor and his friend are coming over to help her move some stuff. I think she ASSUMED I was going to be here. But I told her I had intended on helping her, so I guess I better stay here. She left it up to me whether I wanted to help her or not.
She did ask me if I was all right when she was on her way out. I told her I thought I was in a lot better shape than her right now, and she agreed (Thanks DB!). I told her I have a lot of strength right now. She said she doesn't at all, that she's very weak today.
To be honest, I can write here that this is a TOUGH day. I realy don't want to be here. On the other hand, she's seeing a lot of strength right now.
