Thanks guys. Thanks to everyone for your words of encouragment through this.
9, no worres. My breakdown last night was just a release I needed. The 2.5 days leading up to it were just so intense. I had to hold everything in while helping the W, and the in-laws. The visit up there was the capper.
I got back to my parents house and it finally just all hit me. I was able to breathe and let go for a bit.
The weekend should settle down as W has D now and I don't think there should be anything else for me to do.
Next week will bring some more f2f with W as we exchange D a couple times. Then there is the service a week from today.
Until then, I have some time to recharge...
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