TrueGritter, thank you for your thoughts and feelings that you have documented here. Although I'm not you, what you are trying to decide I am also trying to decide.
I wish you peace of mind and certainty in the path you choose, whatever it ends up being.
Best wishes my friend


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M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.