TrueGritter, thank you for your thoughts and feelings that you have documented here. Although I'm not you, what you are trying to decide I am also trying to decide. I wish you peace of mind and certainty in the path you choose, whatever it ends up being. Best wishes my friend
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.