Hey....look...we are GOOD! H knows I'll have triggers and he knows I'm not out of the woods. He keeps reminding me of the "us" and the "we" in all of this. Even HE doesn't want me to deny my feelings. He knows it will just come out sideways somewhere else. We are looking at this as something that happened to the M and we are both accountable and victimized by it.
This "team" effort is what is going to pull us BOTH through. We were friends for 5 years before we got together. He even dated one of my best friends for a very short time. In fact, it was her visit to me in grad school that got us together. She wanted to look him up and I didn't even know he was in the city. This was the 3rd place in the USA that we were ran into one another. We know we are soul mates. We are both trying to figure this out. So when I trigger and come here, it is because we are both in a quagmire and don't know how to navigate out of it. In a way, I am protecting him by coming HERE and venting, letting you all know what is happening to us.
Kalni, I'll post on your site after this.
MZ
M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29 S 22,21, 19 Bomb 4/10 It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013 We all have work to do
The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.
