Day 9 of 100% dark about to go on the books. I realize there really is nothing to be gained by contacting now, but I still find it difficult. It drives me nuts that she won't be the first to contact either. I sooooooo want to hear that her and OM are not doing well. They just don't deserve to live happily ever after. I know....I know....I can only control my life and my actions. I need to live happier ever after than them. Easy to type. Not so easy to live.


50 years old.

Ontario, Canada

Loving Marriage #2 with the perfect person.