I too have that feeling of getting better everyday. I think it is good to come to terms with the fact that this is totally out of our hands. I too have days of sadness and depression and realize it really is grief. We are dealing with the death of a marriage and all the hopes and dreams we had for our future with our mate. No matter what happens now, whether they come home or not, it will be new and different than anything we thought about before. Resigning myself to that fact alone, helps me to grieve when I need to and to live in this day for me and my daughter.
God Bless, He is the only one in control.
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
