Thanks Moose, I dont want to get over confident cause I know the Roller Coaster ride is still ahead. I worry that a let down is on the way. She called a Dr. to get a blood test because I was stupid. Anyway she told them why. I really wish she wouldnt tell everyone who ask what is going on and what I did. I know that I am only a day or so into this but its not my proudest moment here.I am trying to stay strong and give her space not pushing the issue or telling her that I love her or any of that. I am not being cold either. She is still really upset rightly so.....but I can see it on her face. She wont really look at me. She has told me that she isnt as angry as she is disgusted by me. I dont think that is something I can recover from.
