Each day is getting easier. Realizing what she is going through and that I have nothing to do with it really helps. That and the fact that now I have very little contact. My life is really starting to turn around.
My and daughter are getting along great. She's really opening up to me more and more and I see just how much she is hurting from what my W did to her. It still pains me that my younger daughter is "stuck" with my W but I know that soon, we will all be together again.
I truly feel I'm taking another step forward. I do have moments where I'm sad about the "death" of the family but I'm moving forward at least and definitely getting a life - and you know what? It feels pretty great.
Thanks again everyone for being there. MHL your words are driving me for sure.
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE