Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[gr8 day 2B alive]

She said that Easter weekend , then spent the night in my room with me and my son while we cuddled and spooned at times. I kissed her head, rubbed her back etc....

9, this is weak.

I thought I was working towards being through to her but in the last couple of days, I realize that I want her back more than ever and IT doesnt make sense to me. WHY do i still love her so much? I know there is the family dynamic and I want my kids to be truly happy and they want us back together soooo badly but its more than that.

You are still enmeshed with her life.
This is natural, start doing things that difine yourself without her in the picture.

I believe she is making such a huge mistake that she will regret for the rest of her life. I sometimes "Feel " her missing us as a family. Could she truly be in love with OM and believe she has a good future there?

This will pass, I felt it too. Let her choices and consequences be hers. Don't try to save her.
You saving her just convinces her more that she is makin ghte right choice.

I really want to be nice to her this mother's day as it is the first one since her mom passed in March and I KNOW she will be down. I also know OM will go over the top to try and make her feel better

What do think he's going to do?