I am just in a really weird place emotionally. I don't know why it's not bothering more than it is. This DB'ing stuff has made me a lot stronger. Don't get me wrong. It is not going to be easy. I think I am just feeling in my gut that she needs to experience this space to get this cr4p out of her head.
She wants my help. I did not explicitly offer. I'd get big 'ol pursuing penalty flag if I had forced myself on her.
