Yeah it really is terrible to feel that way. To see yourself as a weak person that would put up with anything to get her back but I think those feelings will fade with time.

You are just terrified right now and have taken a blow to your self esteem. This will pass with time and you will grow to have more worth in yourself more and more as time passes.

You will see.


Good luck to you. Its great that you are venting to this board and not to her.
EVER.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11