Thats OK islander. You tried something different and it didnt work. And now you know that you are not there yet but you will be someday, just not today.

Im feeling down about it too this morning. Combination of cracking up my bike and hearing about a post on FB from OM when she was going for a job interview. "Good Luck hunny"

dont beat yourself up too much. Remember how early this still is and how much you did/do love her . Its not going away any time soon. Down days will come, just dont let her see them ok.

It wont help your sitch.

I havent worn my ring for so long now that I dont even know where it is.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11