Another New Day 3

[islander]

Real quick:
I have decided, like I have any choice, that I am going to let W have OM if that is what she wants. Nothing I can do about it. The more I try, the more I hurt and push her away.

If in the end, she chooses him over me, I guarantee that will be her loss and she will regret it one day. The consequences of life, and I won't have to do anything.

I am also contemplating taking off my ring. I am married, but only to a piece of paper at this time. It would be a huge 180 for me to take it off. I just don't know if I can yet. But I might.

I ready to start living again. I am doing more at work. Feeling better about myself more often. Joking around again. Making new friends.

Sandi gave great advice on Moose's thread, and I am going to start living that. She said the WAS has to feel a sig ificant loss. My W hasn't, I haven't let her. I've pursued her and reassured her I will always be here for her. Sounds like she has the best of both worlds. Have an A, if it doesn't work out, you can come back home. Tough life for her. My fault. I am better than that.