Am I on the right track?

[NEmoose43]

Waiting equals passive. Don't wait...move. This is where you focus on doing something DIFFERENT. Anything, just do it differently...damn just do something right? Anything.

Hope is something you put deep inside, but you focus on what makes you happy. Waiting feels like eternity, but doing something makes eternity fly by. Get what I'm saying?

Faith, I'm a little confused here...are you talking about GAL stuff or are you suggesting I draw the proverbial line in the sand with her?

I'm going to fake it like a you-know-what when I see her this weekend for MIL's BDay/Mothers Day. I want to be in the best possible mood to hang out with the in-laws, and honestly, it should be a lot of fun. But I'm really hoping that she says something...anything.

I'm not asking for her to pull a 180 and say she's sorry.

Here's what I really want to hear:

"Moose, I do still love you, and I'm willing to try to put us back together. I am afraid that it won't work and that you'll just go back to the way you were, but I'm willing to let you at least try to prove yourself to me again."

And while I'm on that, I want to write out what I'd love to see happen if everything worked out perfectly. I figure if I get it out here, I'll be less likely to open my mouth this weekend and blurt it all out to W. Here goes.

1) W comes home

2) We start seeing MC again, with W telling MC that she's willing to work on the M...which she was unable to do a month ago.

3) Date night once a week

And that's it. Honestly, when I thought about doing this, I figured I'd be typing for an hour or more...guess not. I'm actually a little proud of myself, I've lowered my expectations SOOOOO much since even last week. Hopefully this will help me to not put expectations on her.

I know this is a little all over the place, but I guess that fits since that's how I feel. I just want her home.