Hang in there Moose. I'm feeling the same way. But I've been through this before and I know that it does get better with time. There is nothing I, or anyone else here, can say that will take away the hurt that you are feeling... or answer your question as to how W can say one thing yet do another. Only she knows that ...

Do your best to say busy and GAL... something that I have been terrible at myself this week. But it is the best advice.

BITS
Denver

M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce