Well, that good mood from last night is right out the damn window...I'm feeling absolutely devastated today. I'm at work all day so that helps, but I'm so low I may try to go home sick and just sleep.

I just don't understand. How can she say that she still loves me, and tell me that I haven't lost her, and then go sleep at OM's house the next night???

Why can't she just say that she's willing to try?

Really really confused and lost right now. I want her back, that's the only thing that I'm sure of.


BITS
M: 35
W: 27
T 7.5 years
M 5 years
No kids
My EA: 3/08
Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?)
ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11
W at parents house: 4/16/11

Do or do not, there is no try