I am just struck by how strong you sound--this is proof that you will be fine. You will prevail. You said you're not going to let this get you down, and that assertive statement in the face of all of this is so important. You have come so far. You'll be fine.
I'm sorry that you have had to go through this additional pain but these things are necessary for your new life to fall into place. You are building strength and a new life day by day. You are already making it, Punkin!
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying