Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[ninelives]

Oldest son is really nervous about going to school today because of crush. Sooo cool that he is experiencing this.

Youngest son last night came home and just before he went to bed, he hugs me and says, " You know what dad, it is real cool that some people make me feel sooo safe" I said

" Yeah, like who", He said like you and mom but mostly you dad cause you are stronger than mom.

Choked me up. I know how much he loves both of us and was always so into our family.

He would often jump in bed between us and hug us both and say.

" I LOVE my family". And so did I son , but took it for granted.

I read 2stpes post and one thing that was mentioned is that this site is not about giving up.

I won't and people ask me would I ever take her back because they are so convinced she is making a huge mistake and will come out of the fog someday.

My standard response is, I dont know and will have to cross that bridge IF ever we get there but I KNOW deep in my heart that I would take her back however, I think she would have to prove that she trully wants back in and for the right reasons.

PIECING would be so difficult and im not sure if she would ever want to do the work.

But that is the cart WAAAAAY before the horse.

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