I talked to a buddy of mine this morning. He's been by my side through this whole thing. He seems to think we are still on the right track on what needs to happen. He gave a pretty good analogy to my current sitch: it's like you're in a airplane. You are in a nosedive. All you see is the ground coming up at you. You are in the co-pilot's seat. You want nothing else but to grab the controls. You have the pilot telling you, 'Hands off the controls!! We're right on track!!". You know he's right, but nothing you see is telling you that.
