Another New Day 3

[islander]

Actually, I feel the same way today. I do. It feel bad, hurt, or sorry for myself. And I am not going to say or do anything I will regret. I am starting to think that I am done doing anything but living my life and enjoying it. I am tired of the way I have felt for the past 7 full months now. I feel like I am done with that. Maybe not done with my W...maybe...but done worrying about it.

I actually prayed that this was the strength that I asked God to give me, and if it is, to let me keep it.

I already know the title of my next thread, but I am going to sit onit for a few days to see if it fits me.

I will be the better person, a d I think I have done everything that I can to show my W what out M means to me, what I am willing to do for it and us.

Somebody wrote, if she wants me, she will come back...I am going to try to start living that.

To be honest, I really don't know how much DB I have actually done, and how much I did what I wanted to do. Maybe this is my opportunity to do it right...or maybe I am just tired and ready to move on.

I can only hope that if my W ever does come back, that I am not the one who is "done".

I think the door is closing, but unlocked for now...