i am so angry!!

right now i am RAW a run away spouse, walking no longer seems good enough.

i have tried with my H i have any posts but i can no longer take his abuse anymore

this is the first time i have admitted that this R is abusive and so now i need to run away as far away as possibe from it.

i'm so scared and to think it has come to this over something so simple but doesnt it always

my H told me i'm stupid and pathetic cos i should hav had the thought and told him days ago that he should have put up his phone that he wants to return before he dropped it and wanted to know the exact date i had the thought that he should have reboxed it

i know this probably doesn't make any sense but fr me its just another example of how my H verbally abuses me and puts everything to being my fault and this morning i just couldnt take anymore

after finding out his OW only 3 weeks ago you would think he wouldnt rock the boat but this just shows me that he isnt sorry nor remorseful about the A

right now my focus has to be how to get my H out of the house, this isnt going to be pretty at all frown