I feel for you man...I can't get a handle on on a lot of my emotions most of the time either.
After what's happened to me today I expected to be full of so much rage right now, and I'm surprised that I'm not. But after the positive stuff I tend to feel like I want to punch through the damn wall.
The constant back and forth is the worst, as I'm sure you know.
Breathe man, tomorrow is another day.
BITS M: 35 W: 27 T 7.5 years M 5 years No kids My EA: 3/08 Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?) ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11 W at parents house: 4/16/11