On my way to alanon tonight, I had to unavoididly drive by the Bar that My H was at (the bar in which I am sure he has an EA in his mind going on w/bar tender) , He hid his truck way in the back of the parking lot, as usuall - but its a big dump truck so its pretty obvious.
But,I said to myself at that time - do not let it bother you - Go to alanon and release it. So I did, and the people there were so loving and understanding. Also, I realized through other peoples stories that MY sitch is pretty common and could be way worse (some are dealing with overdoses, heroin addicts, drunks falling and hitting their heads and needing to be revived)etc....
So I am greatful that my H is not in that deep. I do worry about him and what he might do (accident, dwi, hurt someone,etc...) But I know I cant control him or his actions, so I will just pray for the lord to put his hands on my H's shoulders and guide him in his ways. I will let go -and let God do the work he has planned. TIPPER
