This is a tough one...I have some female friends who are somewhat familiar with what's going on with me, and they've been bugging me to "hang out". I don't know if they are just trying to get me to come out and take my mind off things or not, but I think the uncertainty of what I'd honestly be doing with them is enough to keep me from doing it.

If you think you're going to feel guilty...well, I think you answered your own question.


BITS
M: 35
W: 27
T 7.5 years
M 5 years
No kids
My EA: 3/08
Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?)
ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11
W at parents house: 4/16/11

Do or do not, there is no try