This is a tough one...I have some female friends who are somewhat familiar with what's going on with me, and they've been bugging me to "hang out". I don't know if they are just trying to get me to come out and take my mind off things or not, but I think the uncertainty of what I'd honestly be doing with them is enough to keep me from doing it.
If you think you're going to feel guilty...well, I think you answered your own question.
BITS M: 35 W: 27 T 7.5 years M 5 years No kids My EA: 3/08 Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?) ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11 W at parents house: 4/16/11