Thanks T and S thank you for reading my thoughts and posts in here.....since I had that feeling this afternoon at my desk it has not happened again...felt really good tho like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders... A very peaceful feeling...lite....I wish I had the right words to explain it. It is something I have never felt before.....maybe in self consciousness I was going over what he said last night...I kept saying to myself "How dare he ask me this" He did because he knows I still love him very much but I am not a doormat I have feelings and they have been trampled on for a very long time. She proclaims to be a christian woman and she might, I cant say but she must be reading a different bible than mine I have been asking God to speak to her in some way, maybe one day he will show her the truth about how he hates div...one day he will change her heart and his. But will I still be there for him? That is what makes me so sad...all this praying and standing for yrs. and one day I will not be there..... How sad it will be for him......will keep praying and asking God for his will to be done in our lives....Irma Irma
