Easy Islander. This is the vicious cycle of emotions. Just when you think you have a handle on them, they come flooding back and hit you hard.
What are you going to do about it Buddy? Are you going to let it consume you until you do or say something stupid to make her think; " Yep, I made the right choice, Islander is weak and not really what i am looking for in a life partner"
NOOOOOOOO, you are the person that gives sage advice but doesnt always take it himself or do what HE knows is right.
YOu are having a down time right now. That is to be expected and we sympathize with you 100%. JUst dont let it make you do something you will regret and be chastizing yourself for the next well who knows how long.
Find something, ANYTHING to take your mind off of this.
Maybe it is over for good or just for now. TIME WILL TELL and nothing else. Make sure as that time passes , because it will one way or another, that she sees you in the light of the Islander that claims to be remade, that is new.
Then Even if it doesnt work out, you will be a better person and down the road, she will be the one beating her head against the wall saying, " I had it all, I had a good man but was too stupid to see it and I threw it all away"
This will pass as you want it to Islander.
Again, reread 25's posts, they make soooooo much sense.
PEACE to YOu
my friend.
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