The more I thi k about it, today, right now, I just feel like I am done. I have very little hope for my sitch. I am tired of the way my W is treating me. And know how she is capable of loving me makes it even that much worse. I will love her, I will forgive her, but when we are done, I never want to speak to her again. I have NEVER in my life been hurt as much as she has hurt me. And I hope she never feels that much pain...actually I hope she does and I KNOW she will.

That is just the way I feel right now.

I know that I will find somebody again that will treat me good, that I can love and be loved by.

I am not giving up, just feeling this right now.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...