Thanks for your words of wisdom. I guess your right. The answers will only come with time. I am allready starting to feel a bit more grounded, alanon and reading helps me a lot. I just hate the crying and pain I cant seem to control within me.
I cant thank you guys enough for taking interest in my Sitch and checking in on me I really have needed it these past few days.
Today, I was invited over to my SisInLaw's to make a banner for my friends(h's cousin)wedding shower this weekend and it kept me busy, and tonight I am going to my 2nd alanon meeting at a different site.Looking forward to it.
Punkin, So sorry to hear that you had the D today, how are you doing, are you ok? My thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks again, TIPPER