Am I doing everything wrong?

[Confused423]

First, I just want to say that I love my H. I have loved him since I was very young, but we have been through alot of things. I want him to be happy and it seems that the OW is doing it for him now. I really want my marriage to work, but I just don't know that it will.

I met a guy (just a friend), but he really wants to go out and do something fun. Should I do that? I admit that I am lonely and just want some male companionship...is that bad? Ya'll are probably going to hit me with a 2x4 for this one, but I really am contemplating going out with him just for fun. He knows that I am separated and not looking for a relationship....

HELP!!!!