Before she asked me to come over, she had said that she had "such strong feelings". She didn't say what, and I didn't push, just said that she knew how I felt, and it hadn't changed. Then she said she really needed me to hold her. I went over (and it is a pretty big deal, it's an hour's drive, and I didn't leave my house til a bit after 10), held her, talked to her, held her some more. Might have done some things that went a little past holding her. She's so afraid of being hurt. She said she never thought she could feel like this again, and part of her is really fighting it. She says I can't possibly love her, but I think she is starting to see that I do. I have told her that I choose to be with her, that I want to be with her.
She is still afraid, but I think there was progress. I did tell her that when she feels like that, we need to talk. I need to make it even more clear that I can't be a yo-yo, but last night wasn't the time for that. She did say that she didn't talk about it because she was so used to not being heard. Hopefully she sees that that is different now.
This morning she was nervous and scared. But also happy. We will see.
