Am I on the right track?

[islander]

I swear when I was reading that my heart was beating fast and I felt like it was me. I can't find any fault in what you did. Your intuitions were right. You had to know. Not finding out may have caused you more stress, constantly wondering.

But, now you know.

You know what you have to do, so do it. And get rid of expectations and timetables. They will only disappoint you.

And, you better get ready to be very patient.

Hang in there, I really feel for you right now. Go do something like running or working out hard. It will make you feel better, even if for only a little bit.