Denver, thanks for not beating me up. I was really feeling like a doormat, and confronting her has taken that away.
Confused, I really don't expect her to move toward me right now. I'm not sure what she's going to do. Who knows, maybe after her finals, she's going to say I'm done and head to the lawyer. As so many have pointed out though, her words and actions are not pointing this way. She is a very confused woman, and she's very scared, that much is certain. And to swear to me with tears in her eyes that there is still nothing physical with OM while we're within sight of his house...some may say I'm kidding myself, but I honestly believe her.
I am treating this like I am on my own now. If she wants to continue to live this life together, then I am more than willing to put in the work. But I'm looking out for myself now. If I see something from her this weekend, then great, but I am not expecting anything at all right now.
BITS M: 35 W: 27 T 7.5 years M 5 years No kids My EA: 3/08 Her EA: 1/11, discovered 3/11 (ongoing?) ILYBINILY, D mentioned 3/8/11 W at parents house: 4/16/11
