it's a day to day thing, actually. I finally got my oldest daughter living with me. She confided in me last night that it was horrible living there. She felt she didn't belong and felt it was very bad for her. I told her she is safe now and that things will be better.
The down side is my youngest is still there. She doesn't realize what is going on and I HATE the fact that the sisters are separated - it's only for a month. What is the worst is my W had MY KID go to the grocery store ALONE with the OM. This is absolutely killing me right now. I called her and said under NO circumstances while we are still married should that ever happen. She was very calm and agreed. I then said good bye. I was very upset.
Not just that my child was with him but that my wife as so quickly moved on. Just when I think I'm over some of the pain, it creeps back in.
I'm trying so desperately to get a life but I can't let go of the old one. I'm still in disbelief, I think of what is happening.
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
