What just happened here?

[lostmiss97]

I'm definitely making changes for just myself. I spent way too long trying to be what I thought other people wanted and ended up losing who I was in the process. I'll never be perfect and he may never be satisfied with who I am. If that's the case then I'll just keep on with the life I've been living without the cloud of "what if" hanging over my head.

Yes, he did say there were things about me that he couldn't talk about just yet. He's told me some of the things in the past month or so... things like how I always seem to be yelling when I talk to the kids, I'm quick to get angry, the ADHD, the house... these are not things I wasn't aware of and haven't already taken steps to improve.