This house is very old and we have only lived in it for 5 years. But, I am sure that at some point things will all work out. I will either find the $$$ to fix it or be able to sell it as is. It really hurts to think about selling it, because when we bought it, H and I said it would be the home we retired in and I have done' so much outside landscaping and love it. Oh well, such is life.
I am detached, so much so it is freaking scary. I do still have my bad days and cry, but for the most part I am focused on living each day as if H is never coming back. I am praying for H and that is all I can do. Life goes on and I can't sit around waiting for his dumb a$$ to make a decision. One day he will wake up and see what he has left behind. By then we will see what happens, who knows what I will and will not be ready for.
Thanks for posting. Not too many post to me so I just post updates here for my own sanity. Love you guys!!!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
