Poe, He is worth the fight because he is a really good man. But it is a first for me to realize that just being a 'good man' is not enough. Just like 'being in love' is not enough. However, they both go hand in hand. We love each other but cannot give each other what each other needs. In order for me to continue being what he wants me to be; a couch potatoe and one who doesn't need sexual satisfaction, I am losing my self and being neglected. And he is not able to be any other than he is,an outgoing and obviously, not willing to push the envelope. I know he is trying to get me to conform, but it is hard for me to believe he has lied to me. This is what I need to realize.
