Do I ever get tired of this? Absolutely. Because of the kids, I will always have some sort of interaction with STBEX and it is in everyone's best interest that I do my best to be cordial. Frankly, she threw me under the bus years ago and shows no interest in my life when the kids are not involved.
At my last session with IC, we talked a bit about how I saw my future shaping up. Although I can get along without anyone to share the journey, I really want to share that journey with someone and IC agrees that I am so ready to handle that. I have several more chapters to write in my life story and I am not getting any younger...
Journaling...
Sunday marked the 20th A of when STBEX and I exchanged vows in front of a notary public at a bank in FL that my mother managed. I did not see or interact with STBEX but I took a few minutes during my morning walk with the dogs to reflect on what was. I will always be thankful for our two kids and the good years that we did have. But the less direct interaction I have with her, the healthier I will be...
Me 52, STBEX 52 D 17, S 12 M 20 years Em Sep since 2002, Phys Sep Sept 2009
