So at what point does patience equate to wasting my life away?
When you waste your time.
What Jack3 said, what Mach said, and what Country song said about you and your journey. Enough about the results. NO ONE KNOWS FOR SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN WITH OUR M's...ever.... no guarantees...EVER... but get out of self imposed limbo/hell and live your life well. That's attractive, and if she doesn't come back, you'll have moved on that much faster. If she notices it, I think, she'll be wondering about her loss of you.
When she wants back in, she will be clear. NOT fuzzy. Just make sure when she sees you, the changes are there. It's harder to convince her of your changes when she sees you every day. IT's actually easier to show change with a little time apart. Make sense? You are getting good advice here. Take it, or not. But choose. Are you going to DB or not?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
