All I can say is I've been there. I felt utterly destroyed. I've deleted my threads, but suffice it to say that I was cheated on and left alone on the other side of the world, with no friends or family and nothing but time on my hands to feel sorry for myself and sob.
It does get better. I know you've all had times in your lives before you met your spouse that were happy. Focus on remembering that person. You are not the same, nor will you ever be again, but just know that the fact that you were once happy with yourself is proof that you can be again.
Good luck.
M:37 W:34 M:4 years T:6 years No Kids A disclosed - 9/1/2010 W asks for separation - 10/19/2010 Moving on - 10/24/2010 A ends (and I believe her) - 12/2010 Content - 3/1/2011 Served - 3/18/2011 D Day - 6/20/2011
