Rollercoaster of love

[LearningPatience]

Not much else to say about my sitch and W. Been pretty dim w/ each other, though she did text a few times when I was at my brother's over the weekend, asking when I was coming back (no idea why) and if we still had plans for brewery dinner this week/weekend. One word reply was 'yes' and that's been about it for conversations.

Went to IC today and I've been realizing my mood has been getting better and that I'm starting to enjoy living alone. It's funny, W used to complain that she wanted freedom and no responsibilities since she had her D so young. Now, she's working 50 hour weeks, has house, yard and animals to take care of. She's also struggling financially. Me, I have my boys T/Th and every other Sat. Other than that, my work is flexible so I could take time off whenever I want, I have three day weekends every other week, no animals to take care of and no home responsibilities. I do miss W, but I'm realizing just how well off I have it. Might be hard to give up if W ever wants to R...