Sorry you find yourself here. Cadet will be by with reading assignments. As for your feelings, they are normal. We've all gone through it. But it sounds like you're on the right path. Keep yourself busy. Get a life (GAL). Work on YOU. You can't fix your H. You can't change his mind. The pain and hurt are very real, but time is your friend. You have been given the gift of time. And it's time to make YOU better. Better for yourself and better for your S. NOT better for your H.
Don't find yourself surprised by any of his behaviors. Remember, MLC= confusion and you can't understand crazy. So many people on these boards have driven THEMSELVES crazy trying to understand their spouses. They cannot be understood right now. They are on a crazy train to MLC-ville and until they get off the ride, you have no idea where they'll end up.
Sorry you are here but this is the best worst place to be.
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11
