Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[ninelives]

Reread my post. I miss her to share the load but I MISS HER period. I dont want her to be the cook or the cleaner.

What I miss the most was waiting for her to come home at the end of her shift and she would always say " hello" from the bottom of the stairs at 7:40 or so. That time period is still tough for me although getting better.

I miss giving her massages and just talking to her and watching tv with her.

I saying this because I dont want the board to think that I just miss the domestic duties she did around the house. I took that for granted but there is so much more.

It doesnt sound like it but I am detaching little by little. There will come a day when I will not think about it.

I wonder if there comes a day when you dont think about her for the entire day. That would be sweet and sad at the same time.

Also, mother's day is approaching and her birthday, I will get simple presents from the children and that is all.

Thoughts on this?

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