Your w is seriously in mid life crisis. Keep GALing for yourself. I know it's not what you want to hear, but you need to do this for yourself. My opinion is to go dark, completely. My theory is that the more logical the WAW the more she had to do some major convincing to allow herself to do the illogical things a WAW does. Which means that it may be a long time if ever before she snaps out of it. Keep your chin up and do things for yourself. If she comes back around, you'll be ready.