Nothing wrong with venting here. You are in a tough spot emotionally and you have alot to deal with at this time. The problem with the situations on this board is that the WAW and LBS are never on the same emotional timeline.
She was ahead of you and wanted a divorce, you wanted to save the marriage, you caught up to the divorce phase only to find now that she may not be in the same hurry as you to get it done.
You just have to go with the flow and focus on your new life without her.
