That's exactly what I said to him. I just texted him a little bit ago and told him that I was sorry for being an a** and don't be mad at me too long. He texted back and said "I'll see if I can forgive you".
You're right that my biggest obstacle is getting past that need to talk about it. I just want him to say what he wants one way or the other, but he really doesn't know!!!
Is it OK to say that I wish the OW would fall off the face of the planet? My life would be soooo much easier if she would!!!
Me: 31 H: 30 Kids: D9 Together almost 12 years Married almost 5 years EA began: 8/10 Separated: 3/11