Ok. I need advice on how to handle my sitch. I don't know if going dark is right or not. Any advice is welcome. I just don't know what to do

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...