Calystra,

You're right! The sex was working until I started wanting more than he was willing to give. I started expecting more and I started to have all of these expectations and then I would get disappointed when it wasn't going my way.

I'm probably going to HAVE to go dark now as he is NOT going to want to talk to me at all. I worry that I have set myself back really far. I was feeling soooo good about myself and then he started talking about getting our relationship back together and I just lost all of the headway that I had made because I starting making assumptions.

I just wish that I could take tonight back....


Me: 31
H: 30
Kids: D9
Together almost 12 years
Married almost 5 years
EA began: 8/10
Separated: 3/11